i ahora todo ha acabado...

and now all has end. after 6 months together uve said me bye, dont ask m how i feel coz its a shit. i knew distance rlationships were not easy but i thought that after 6 months all was going well but no. one day u came and said me it was ober and that there wasnt any ssecond chance....
well people says that when u are a bit drunk u say the truth so all this is the truth: i miss u more than anything , i know u wont read it coz u dont know my blog but i need to write it....i miss our skype calls , our skype kisses our long conversations on kik. our photos i miss so many things that i feel i left part of me......but who cares noone cares......

mi mundo...

os preguntareis que ha sido de mi en tanto tiempo... si he estado bien o no... omo ha sido mi verano

 pues ahi va como estoy por el momento. no estoy bien.. no soy feliz , no encuentro felicidad a mi vida... siento que quiero desaparecer, que mi perqueña luz se vaya apagando poco a poco. me ves sonriendo, feliz ? pues no , no te das cuenta que es muy facil aparentar... no tengo ganas de nada... con mis papas no hablo mucho. la escuela me fue tan mal que repetire curso y para colmo me MEDIO ENAMORE.

de quien ? de un completo idiota que vino a la playa durante 2 semanas ¿ y que paso ? que fui idiota y fui con el y ahora que se fue me siento tan sola,vacia... por unos dias havia alguien que me cuidaba se preocupaba por mi con quien podeia hablar... me sentni querida.... SOLA asi es como me siento , me pasaria dias encerrada con mi musica y durmiendo y llorando

:( la muerte? he pensado en ello estos dias pero hay algo que me lo impide. la verdad es que a veces me lo planteo si no seria mejor dejar de sufrir... solo quiero desaparecer poder ser feliz , una chica normal...

and now ..

and now is when you realise that the time has gne , so fast that nothing is like you expected it to be... your friend are not here anymore, they have gone but even that other friends have entered in your life.. friends that are with on the good and bad moments. friends the with only a look they know you are not akey , that if you are sick they are with you. i don't know why i'm really writting this , maybe is because its a way to escape and expres myself.. today I'm tired of appearing strong when I'm actually more sensitive than any other person. but today i can say i'm happy due to my friends because without them i wouldent be anYthing. they are the ones that make me eat even if i dont want , that help me with it and thanks to them now i have stopped loosing weight , now i dont mind the number of it i only mind to bee healthy , to have fun , to go out annd study but not weight anymore :) TODAY I'M HAPPY AND I'LL SHOUT IT :)
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