in english :) :3

i'm really confused. there are so many things i would like to talk about,so many feelings i would like to express and i dont know how. im a very happy person but i don't even know why you are so with me. cause everybody is different and i'm not going to be a ``slut´´ just because now you are bored and you don't have anybody to talk with. i remember some years ago when everyone talked about me, they said me ugly ... lots of things. i loved you , yeah i confess but now for two days you talk to me like if we were very good friends. you say me dirty things and i'm not going to join your game. sorry but i'm fed up of you.


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Today I weighed in the scale of the house, too, came back despite 61 kg. I do not wanna be like that ...
every morning I get a lemon water (assumed to be a fat burner). view photos than it was before and as I am now and I see no change. is frustrating. besides people, my friends tell me I have Blaca face and I have high cheekbones but fuck it is not true, ells are all skinny and I get angry I lose weight ...
I'm frustrated with the 61 kg ....