and now ..

and now is when you realise that the time has gne , so fast that nothing is like you expected it to be... your friend are not here anymore, they have gone but even that other friends have entered in your life.. friends that are with on the good and bad moments. friends the with only a look they know you are not akey , that if you are sick they are with you. i don't know why i'm really writting this , maybe is because its a way to escape and expres myself.. today I'm tired of appearing strong when I'm actually more sensitive than any other person. but today i can say i'm happy due to my friends because without them i wouldent be anYthing. they are the ones that make me eat even if i dont want , that help me with it and thanks to them now i have stopped loosing weight , now i dont mind the number of it i only mind to bee healthy , to have fun , to go out annd study but not weight anymore :) TODAY I'M HAPPY AND I'LL SHOUT IT :)
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volvi !

how do i have to react now that we don't speak anymore ? i told you what i feel and you should know i didn't fall in love with you but i told that our frienship was nos the same one that i could have with other people. i thought it wouldn't be a proble and you told me that nothing would change : ( COME ON !! ARE YOU KIDDING ME ? ) If you havent noticed it we are not as allways , well im like allways and i'm really confused i really feel so stupid sometimes... i trusted you thing that noone knew and now its all so strange. i continue my live but what will i do the next time we will see us? i really dont know. but im fine , im happy and for my part all is ok , maybe you should think if you are doing it well. i dont know if we dont talk because your gf knows i told you what i feel or if you have a lot of things to do or if you dont want to talk with me . now nothing matters . :)
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